Now what to do?

Now what to do? I feel like my life's gone on pause, I really have the motivation/drive or confidence to do much to do things I use to do. I lack the skills to take the initiative or even the sense to finish the projects i've started. Everyday activities are starting to feel mundane and routine like. I can function automatically and not even be aware of the things im doing .

Anyways back to the routine...

Time passes by

It's been a while since I've last blogged. Words and feelings are a lot harder to express and knowing what i know or don't know makes it more difficult. Everything sems more meaningless and days jus come and go. I keep myself in constant busy work, from work to home that time just goes by.

Been part of a hiring commitee for an open position at work, and been conducting interviews for a week. One more person to go, then we can decide who to hire. I feel a little byass because I know a couple people and I know what there capable of and there personalities. It makes it tougher to decide once we finish this part of the process. School is beginning again this week, going to be busy with new students and the what not questions and increase people in the gym.
I've been trying to golf for some stress relief which doesnt seem to be doing any good, but having some aches and pains, at least my swings getting a little better.

Time has gone by so quickly that it's hard to find any meaning in them. I live each day as it passes without meaning, just to do what needs to be done that day and move on. It's like im here but not all there. It is a fresh start but without any purpose its wasted.